I haven’t been on tumblr in foreverrrrr. Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about the relationships in my life; ones I need and ones that are sort of fading. Certain things that didnt bother me about certain people before, bother me now. I dont know why. For the past few years I’ve been changing and growing as a person all the time, and I feel like this is just me growing into who I am. I’ve also been a little more selfish lately about who I spend my time with. Like, lots of nights, I would just rather blaze by myself than to even bother to text anyone. I just like being alone a lot and I think thats okay.
Another thing that’s been on my mind is how everyone and their mommm only talks about their problems all the time. Like I get that everyone goes through stuff, but like I’m the kind of person that will talk about my problems if someone asks me about it; I’m not just going to bring it up. And I feel like everyone is too consumed talking about themselves to ask other people how their life is going; even when everything on the surface seems to be going good. It just shows how people really are. I dont know; I might be totally in the wrong here. I just feel like no one really cares most of the time.